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Literature
Depression
Depression is a parasite.
It crawls inside your body and infects the mind.
You become sick, and weak.
You might become bedridden in a hospital.
But this hospital is where the doctors wear nothing but white.
Your head hurts more and more as the parasite spreads over your being.
You lack sleep and can't do much of anything.
It may even seem like there's no way to eliminate the parasite from your body.
Then, a doctor might inject a vaccine into your blood.
A Cure.
Depression may be a parasite…
But friends and family are the vaccine to make it stop.
You become more active with your activities knowing that your friends are there to do it with you.
You sleep better at night, knowing that your friends are there for you tomorrow.
Your head stops hurting and becomes clearer, knowing that your friends are there to listen to you.
And maybe,
you can step outside of the hospital after making a full recovery
knowing that your friends are waiting for you outside.
Depression is a parasite.
Love is the
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Literature
DARK
"Ask me why again, nowhere to go this time revenge will be mine again. Say good bye, my friend. Don't run away this time and die like a man! There is no escape from my plan! Welcome the end! I've spent a lifetime planning on your destruction. You're never going to witness another day. A lonely life I'm planning out your destruction, with no other function, you really don't know how long I've waited for your destruction. I'm telling you, you just can't get away. A whole lifetime planning on your destruction, with no other function, you really don't know!"                                
                                                          - "Run" Disturbed
The wind whipped and lashed at our faces. With sand in its fists, it beat me and my army r
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Literature
Scotch Whiskey
Scotch Whiskey
-Zack Jakubowsky
"I've been weak and I've been strong.  I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm.  Try to do right and I know I do wrong.  Just be happy for me when my life is gone.  Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears.  No more people in my face that are not sincere.  So smile for me when I'm no longer here."
- Anonymous
I sit atop a tall building, partially shrouded by the rolling clouds that constantly loom over the city protecting me from the sight of onlookers below. I sit here with my Scotch whiskey, 30 years old. I'm rather proud of it; shame it has to go. But under no better circumstances could it have been consumed by my thirsty self. I take a swig; I feel the warming sensation lapping away at the back of my throat as the rest of the mouthful drains downward. I set the bottle aside and rest my head in my hands. "What
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Literature
Inamorato Chapter IV
CHAPTER IV
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SEVEN DAYS OF EUPHORIA: PART II
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DAY IV
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The small wall clock ticked towards the hour of midnight. Jon had left to the outer balcony and was leaning on the railing. The outer balcony, connected to the main cabin via a small path with railings along them. The outer balcony was massive. The balcony was supported by about eight tree trunks that were sawed off about a metre and a half above the balcony floor and numerous truss beams connected to the ground below. The medium sized tree trunks were hollowed out in the center and were filled with large torches that lit up the entire deck with a dim radiance. Fireflies swarmed around the entire deck. Jon stared out to the open sea through a large gap in the trees.
"I… want to do it… "
"Then do it!"
Jon was holding a rather aggressive conference with his own mind.
"But what if she says no?"
"Dude, just put that s
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Literature
Inamorato: Chapter III
CHAPTER III

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SEVEN DAYS OF EUPHORIA: PART 1
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DAY I
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Jess awoke in the softest bed that she had ever slept in. She heard noises from outside the door. She followed the noises to find that it was just Jon sleeping on the couch with the TV on.
"So this must be Jon's house!" she thought as she tip-toed over to Jon.
She gently lifted his hand off the remote and turned off the TV. She slowly lowered herself into the seat beside him and slopped a blanket over top of the both of them. She then rested her head on his shoulder. When she did this, Jon's head rolled over onto hers. She giggled softly and whispered
"I love you Jonathan."
Her eyes started to lower and before you know it, she was sleeping soundly next to the love of her life.
The next morning; Jonathan awoke to see Jess, whom was not only cooking the most amazing meal of all time
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Inamorato: Chapter II
CHAPTER II

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AN EMOTIONAL CALAMITY
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The next morning, Jess awoke at about 11:52 with a smile on her face and her heart beating uncontrollably. In fact, she was so happy; she practically floated in a loving daze down to the kitchen to eat breakfast.
Her heart didn't even drop as she walked into the room to see her parents drinking yet again. Her parents turned their heads to look at their young daughter.
"Happy fucking birthday bitch."
"Fuck you too Heather." Jess replied.
She walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a box of almost expired cereal and poured it into a bowl.
"You seem... happy... did you go see that asshole of a kid Jonathan again?!"
"Lyle, he is NOT an asshole, he's one of the sweetest boys I know. He's strong, funny, and sweet, unlike you two sorry excuses for parents who don't give a fuck about anything."
Lyle snapped to a standing position and throws his bottle at Jess. It missed,
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Literature
Inamorato: Chapter I

Dedications

Angus Brown
Hannah Hatt
Krista Peterson Jakubowsky
Sean Jakubowsky
Ryan Jakubowsky
Mickayla Wolfe
Courtney Andreeff
Marc Garand
Natalie Chelsom</i>
CHAPTER I

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INAMORATA & INAMORATO
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The night was warm, especially for a summer day. The sleeping town of Evergreen lay nestled in its valley protected by the towering mountains, the vast ocean, and the massive green forest. Not a noise was to be heard for miles... except from a small clearing which was a short distance from the town.
A teenage boy was lying in the middle of the small clearing. His messy, blonde hair flowed as the wind blew against his face. He had a beard of rough stubble, and attentive green eyes. He looked up at the stars with wonder and curiosity glinting within them. He wore a pair of faded blue jeans that were torn at the knees, and a thick hoodie that was also worn to a fair extent. He was well built and very
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zack jakubowsky
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PerfectZanderSanchez Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!!!
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PerfectZanderSanchez Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!!!
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy B-day! :D (Big Grin) p.s. it's 2 late 2 get a B-day-cake. :( (Sad) sorry.

p.s. I'm not going 2 ask you next year.
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 1 days

Jest tell me:
1 Layer on the cake
White BackGround
6 Candles, from left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate.
* what Color is the Cake?
if you want Icing/Frosting on it, and what Color?
*  your Deviant-Name or your NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: 1;
BackGround: White;
Candles: 6: left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate;
Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
___________

p.s. It cast only one "(Cake Badge)"!
IF YOU CAN ! 
If not, I'll do it for FREE !


P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

P.s. For the Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/… html-color-codes.info/

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 2 days

Jest tell me:
1 Layer on the cake
White BackGround
6 Candles, from left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate.
* what Color is the Cake?
if you want Icing/Frosting on it, and what Color?
if you want "(Happy B-day)", "(Your Deviant-Art name)" or other-thing you want me to write on your cake, and what Color?
Your-Deviant-Name or NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: 1;
BackGround: White;
Candles: 6: left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate;
Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
Text: ___: ___;
___________

p.s. It cast only one "(Cake Badge)"!
IF YOU CAN ! 
If not, I'll do it for FREE ! 


P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

P.s. For the 
Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/… html-color-codes.info/

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 4 days

Jest tell me:
1 Layer on the cake
White BackGround
6 Candles, from left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate.

* what Color is the Cake?
if you want Icing/Frosting on it, and what Color?
if you want some Sprinkles, and what Color?
if you want "(Happy B-day)", "(Your Deviant-Art name)" or other-thing you want me to write on your cake, and what Color?
* your Deviant-Name or your NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: 1;
BackGround: White;
Candles: 6: left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate;

Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
Sprinkles: ___;
Text: ___: ___;
___________

p.s. It cast only one "(Cake Badge)"!
IF YOU CAN ! 
If not, I'll do it for FREE ! 

P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

P.s. For the Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/…html-color-codes.info/

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 7 days

Jest tell me:
* The Number of Layer(s)?
* what Color is the BackGround?
by default, it will have 7 Candles, each one a different-color, on the top layer.
* what Color(s) is the Cake?

if you want Icing/Frosting on the cake, and what Color(s)?
if you want some Sprinkles, and what Color(s)?
if you want "(Happy B-day)", "(Your Deviant-Art name)" or other-thing you want me to write on your cake, and what Color?
* your Deviant-Name or your NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: ___;
BackGround: ___;
Candles: 7: Multicolor: top layer;
Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
Sprinkles: ___;
Text: ___: ___;
___________

p.s. It cast only one "(Cake Badge)"!
IF YOU CAN ! 
If not, I'll do it for FREE ! 


P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

P.s. For the 
Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/… html-color-codes.info/

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
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NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy B-day! :D p.s. it's 2 late 2 get a B-day-cake. :( sorry.
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:iconniclove:
NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 1 days

Jest tell me:
1 Layer on the cake
White BackGround
6 Candles, from left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate.
* what Color is the Cake?
if you want Icing/Frosting on it, and what Color?
*  your Deviant-Name or your NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: 1;
BackGround: White;
Candles: 6: left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate;
Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
___________

P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

P.s. For the Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/…

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
Reply
:iconniclove:
NicLove Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your B-day is in 2 days

Jest tell me:
1 Layer on the cake
White BackGround
6 Candles, from left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate.
* what Color is the Cake?
if you want Icing/Frosting on it, and what Color?
if you want "(Happy B-day)", "(Your Deviant-Art name)" or other-thing you want me to write on your cake, and what Color?
Your-Deviant-Name or NickName

And I will make it!

Please answer you order like this:
Layers: 1;
BackGround: White;
Candles: 6: left to right,, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple/Violate;
Cake: ___;
Icing/Frosting: ___;
Text: ___;
___________

P.S. PLEASE tell me if you DON'T want a CAKEPLEASE.

p.s. If you don’t want one of the choice on your cake, don’t write it, and specify if you want Your-Name on the cake!

P.s. For the Specific ColorShadeplease say the Hexidecimal-Codes of the ColorShade that you want. www.2createawebsite.com/build/…

p.s. If you want, you can tell me the Tipe that you want. niclove.deviantart.com/gallery…
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